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| - the velvet underground-rock and roll i had to get into some hardcore fights but i managed to get myself out of school today, which ofcourse was rad. i did not, however, puke in my mothers shoes as dupes suggested to me last night. no, unfortunately, i stuck to the good old kickin and screamin.
yeah well my life as a whole is generally fucked right now. thats all im saying. its easy to be real casual about big ordeals and just trivialize the hell out of them. trivialize awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LAST NIGHT was the saves the dizzle/tbs show, aka god/tbs show. i wasnt a fan of how chris is all like hey im a crazy hippy and i head the band now because im like the only remaining original member so im goin to improv some jam sessions into the new songs cause they suck my balls anyway...and ps im going to play ahhh maybe one song from "through being cool" even though its the best fuckin cd in the world and then im not even going to play "cant slow down" because im a crazy hippy ahhhh check me out. i was kinda bummed about that, but they played firefly, best song in the world, and it was a decent performance as far as chill concerts go.thier last concert was probably better just because they had a better/longer set list. tbs was -sweet-, much better than last time i saw them. the hand-eye coordination was better, a trait that requires perfection when you throw around your mic like its your job. the new shit sounds pretty good, im pumped for the new cd.
i went with the boys, and they always make evenings a lot more tolerable. i swear to god kyle howe is the funniest bastard alive. I FIEND HIM. the megaphone came along for the ride last night, and we tried to pull people over all night. i think i was temporarily deaf due to the siren.
greg ahhviously sat around and cried like a little boy. i mean, he's emo, come on. he even had a tie on. that boy has the biggest phobia of black people ever, i narrowly avoided peeing my pants as a result of it.
ahh nights like last night help me remember how youre supposed to have a good time in high school with your friends and not give a shit. im thankful for nights like last night and for people like greg/kyle/mitchmike. and i guess john too, even if he is mildly violent for my taste.
grams and i hung out and i loved it. i love her more than anything. it makes me sad and i hope things change. krazy karol was there and ofcourse i was like "karol, good - to - see -you." and my bro nick g made an appearance which was rad, because our schedules suck and we never get to chill. he looks like hes doing good, and im glad to see that. id like him to be happy.
im going to go drink some tea and chill(adventurous, i know). im working tomorrow 11-4 at newbury(yeah thats right i snagged the COOLEST job in the world) and im mildly pumped just because its so nice to have a job you actually enjoy. and i get my own music pick.
"THIS IS THE POLICE. PULL YOUR CAR OVER. I REPEAT, PULL YOUR CAR OVER. WE KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE, AND IT IS NOT WORTH RUNNING. PULL THE FUCK OVER."
love ya alwayz, punk princess
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| i could type up a lot here, but the thing is i have no desire to do anything anymore. im striving to attain a life thats description is limited to sitting on a couch all day in hoodies, napping, and watching dvd's with surround sound and making no effort to think about anything. and drink tea. school sucks. other things that anger me include CCD and the fact that id love to believe in something but i cant find anything in what my raging catholic teachers say thats worth my faith. faith shouldnt be blind. if you want me to believe, give me something tangible to go on.
my bursitis decided to flare up this weekend after some progress in PT,as a result my whole soccer season has gotten up and run away and theres less than 2 weeks left in the regular season. the likely hood of my return...there isnt any. at least i can say ive established some meaningful relationships with a few of my teammates who rock wicked bad. i just hope im better for lax, because the tourneys coming up along with winter league and the trip down to florida for camp with some of the crew. and im flamingly out of shape and genuinly pissed at how weak ive become. on the topic of other discouraging things, i visited mass art out in boston this past monday we had off. it sucked hardcore(i cant afford RISD...so i was hoping). i was expecting to fall in love and all i ended up with is an empty future i cant seem to fill. part of me thinks going to a school soley for art school would be like seeling myself short, but in stating this i guess i believe i have some other talent. i wouldnt mind double majoring in art and journalism, but i dont want to end up at UMASS just like maria or some other school im not totally pumped about attending. or in general doing anything that would replicate the things my sister has done. anyways,
I HAVE A CRUSH ON EVERY BOY<------<-------<-------
halloween is coming. saves the day is coming. im getting tickets to DAVE with maddy and bouch. holy crap me and timmy reynolds will be chillin. massive field trips for PAG and art--->avoidance of a normal school day=sweet.
im going to work on one of my 790257092830 art projects fried has thrown at me. i started singing champagne supernova in the shower, and i have determined that oasis is good when bathing. i recommend it.
love ya alwayz, punk princess | | |
| so ive been extremely busy for a while and dont really feel like writing in a public xanga all to much anymore. or maybe its the fact that i have no time to even think about whats happening to me. ps i should be doing a stats project right now.
i bought the new std cd ofcourse, and its not all too good. theres a few songs i like, and hopefully the othero nes will grow on me. id say theres a ratio of about 1:3. a lot of the cd i swear to god they all got lazy and were like lets go ahead and not play our instruments and sing in a way thats nothing like...like anything. like crapola. but whatever, im going with fat greg to thier show with tbs and im ahhviously pumped for that. ill always love saves the day. they better play some cant slow down this time around, because last show they totally shafted it. and we all know how amazing cant slow down it.
things have been okay. could be better, but its been a lot worse. i realized today through talking with christine that i dont even want a boyfriend anymore. i forgot what its like to have one, therefore i cant miss it. plus id have no time. i think when people ask me about a boyfriend im going to say his name is art...literally, i think im dating all my art projects that i cant seem to finish. here i come AP. were getting smocks for NAHS. how cool.
i was so pumped about getting dressed today. so if you didnt notice today(first off, youre retarded-do something about that) the whole soccer team dressed as super heros designated by j neafs who single handedly made up a specific super hero for each player(powers included). i thought the email was hilarious, so im pasting it here. farmers is ahhhviously the best, if youve seen the pops you know what i mean. my care bear cape ruled. ive decided to become a super hero, professionally. you think they have super hero courses at quinsig?
Alright- below is a rough list of what you can all use as your focus for tomorrow. Remember, you all need a cape, head gear, some sort of emblem on your chest, and lots and lots of accessories. Jess Farmer- it's ok to just use a picture for your emblem. I'm sure thats really what everyone wants anyways.
Corinne, Elise and Katherine- we're all just going to be Super Seniors (SS)- this is characterized by having the incredibile ability to dominate all underclassmen and simply be amazing at everything we do. i thought it captures us well. be creative in your accessories- i think its vital that we each show different facets of our super seniority.
As for the rest of you:
Lo- Super Sculleousis but since yoru initials are the same as the seniors you have to go by SBB for Super Back Brace- unfortunately for the world, your super power (the ability to align bone structure with the greatest of ease) was only temporary- so now you've developed into Super Hot Bod (having the ability to stop people in their tracks with the simple swerve of your hips. dont be afraid to cut holes in your outfit. less is more.) but jsut remember that once SBB, always SBB.
Amanda- Super Ghetto Fab (SGF); please believe you will have the ability to cause drama like whoa and beat the shit out of anyone like it aint no thang, especially in the ghetto fab lodge- aka the bathroom in between periods
Julia- Super Crotez (SC); the ability to be a crazy croteau, needless when you walk by we're all weak at the knees.
Nettie- Super Pedifile (SP); with the ability to trick two year olds into going dates by putting lollypops in their faces. disney characters would probably be good to put on your outfit, the bright colors attract the little kids. You were going to get Super Special Needs but it was already taken. Kidding- love you.
Heath- Super Spontanteous Anus (SSA); having the ability to shit the colors of the rainbow. I think we've left you with a lot of possibilities on this one. Go nuts.
Lauren- Super Foot (SF); with the ability to kick the ball a thousand feet barely even flexing. Truely an amazing feat.
Jess- Super Hot Dad (SHD); the amazing ability to cause the entire girls soccer team to drool by having your dad bring you to practice, and causing distractions for girls on both teams (usually do to intense fantasies) by letting him stand on the side line during games. I know even the super seniors are no match for SHD.
Bre- Super Punk Princess (SSP); i think this one speaks for itself. You're right up there with Mr. Farmer.
Lauren E- Super Tank (ST); with the ability to take out anyone anywhere. biceps like whoa.. its amazing the school doesnt suspend you for bringing in guns like that.
Macie- Super Mouth (SM); the ability to talk on every subject with everyone with everlasting stamina. There's been rumors that the ears of her victims have actually melted off. Dont worry, I still can't get enough of you Macie.
T.Hunt- Super Human (SH); the ability to be unreal at everything- even the super seniors find themselves in awe.
Meg Gardner- Super Stitch (SST); the incredible ability to get everyones warm ups embroidered haha and be hot.
Kristy- Super Booger (SB); the amazing ability to create and distribute boogers. even i'm excited to see this uniform.
Bri- Super Stonewall (SSW); the ability to make people feel like they hit a brick wall when they try to go up against you. You're giving Super Tank a run for her money.
Julie- Super Cool (SC); the ability to be too cool to go to the homecoming dance like the rest of the soccer team. you missed some crazy grinding action that a lot of the underclassmen got with the super seniors.
I know some of you super heros have super early bedtimes so sorry if this is a little bit late. Go nuts tomorrow. Let's start winning. Night girls.
-Jules
music...billy talent-try honesty
love ya alwayz, punk princess | | |
| schools not too bad, although im pretty sure i need one of those chairs that attatches to the railing on stairways and when you press a button it brings you up. like on gremlins. except it would suck if spike were to sabotage me like he did the old lady, forcing my chair to become out of control and sending me out a window. maybe then and only then id prefer actually walking up stairs. probably not. id just wear a parachute.
i went to the doctors and i cant play goal for a while because my hips are f-ed right now. i hate going to practice and ish, but i really want to play and its bothering me a lot. my dads dishing out tons of shit for it too. MASH cup game postponed until tomorrow because the head honchos at school are infatuated with a couple meters of grass. they should probably get married. i want to play tomorrow. maybe ill just lie.
the drunk pumpkin-the squash that doesnt know when to say when.
im so pumped for halloween. i dont know why. i love the fall. this year ive suffered from my worst case or regression yet. i want to come home after school and eat fruit snacks and granola bars and clumsily attend a soccer practice for an hour and a half twice a week, where the most exertion comes during our half field warm up jog. i want to come home to 5 math problems and i want to have parks and recs after school. i want to play with glue and beads SO BADLY, i dont even care what i end up sticking them on. and i want to go and snag the good beads i dont have from the shit faced people at parks and recs. and i want to go apple picking and hang out with my aunt jane and make apples pies---and eat them.
i want milk and cookies and my own mat for nap time. i want to read goosebumps books 3 at a time in one day. i want to have no prior commitments and i want to watch disney movies all day and have that be acceptable. however, i do not want my mom to do my hair. i always hated that. i had the worst bangs ever. but i was always a rock star.
music...feeder-insomnia
everybody better appreciate garfield. he knows whats going down.
love ya alwayz, punk princess | | |
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